tisdag 21 maj 2013

I want to cry until i die or rips my eyes out im so sad in dont know what to do anymore 
I will cry inside my heart until something else takes your place and rips all my memories of you
What a coward you must be

torsdag 6 december 2012

boy you make me wanna feel.... things ive never felt before

I don't wanna settle down in a big city.
I want the stars to be my light and the ocean by my side. A mild breeze from the carwindow when driving to a big house made of tree.
I miss things more then I even thought was possible.
I have to force myself to remember. I need to realize.
I want to have a low bed with big windows above. Close to the waves and close to all those good things. "The things I've never felt before"

måndag 3 december 2012

I haven't been writing anything here since the last post that I wrote in Jacó. I was so happy there. And even tho I wanna tell this blog about everything that happened to me and that I was experiencing I just can't. Everything hurts to much to miss and I can't yet describe with words how it felt. I realized that I no longer belong in Sweden. Once again I realized what I wanna do. In short words. Amazing people, a whole new lifestyle of happiness from within. The beautiful feeling of riding waves, that I will carry now for the rest of my life. The sun. Roadtrips. Longboarding.The powerful feeling of practicing yoga almost everyday. Skateboarding. Studying languages. The deep feeling of the pacific ocean. Beautiful nature. Love. A lot of amazing people again. A feeling of home in the end. Feeling a real and pure connection with some people. It felt like I moved. I guess I kind of did. And now I'm soon moving to a new place. Sydney, Australia. Tonight I have a pre-departure meeting. I'm excited. 7th of february will I be on the plane. The sun is up today. I wanna make these few weeks to go fast. I saw this promo at discovery channel and it is amazing.

fredag 19 oktober 2012

the most beautiful lifes ive ever seen and we drove to the sand.
i would never know how it rubs my heart.
bright mornings covered in surfpictures and grafitti.
days filled with boards and casadodinners.
i will never know how it grabs my heart this much. but my heartbeats is in this lifes hands.
long walks beloved sun hands. i love to breath this air.

lördag 6 oktober 2012

i woke up with your name written all over my brain

torsdag 27 september 2012

In pretty weeks of near close by.
We're all waiting for something special. And iv'e found it.
Between late night snacks and a kiss in the right moment.
Dirty clothes and carpets. We fly like it was the first time. And the music is so soft.

Sometimes i know what I have. But those moments passes by quickly. And I miss you even if your right here with me.

A light from the windows when we rush up the morning more then we should strikes my eyes.
One day you will be the excuse for doing something drastic.
One day maybe we will buy a bed together.
Maybe we will fit forever.

You will be my excuse to travel next time.
Ocean, light. Us.

fredag 21 september 2012

torsdag 20 september 2012

We don't need money, we will make it all work. Baby, remember that your'e mine when we do. I will.
You fit me better than my favourite sweater
Kiss me on my open mouth,
ready for you.

fredag 14 september 2012

onsdag 12 september 2012

“Every day, a new opportunity to decide where your next step will go is given to you. Your future will be determined by the accumulation of these daily decisions. You control your steps and therefore your destiny, so choose wisely.”

- Kevin Ngo

tisdag 4 september 2012

It's like if I would miss you even if your standing right infront of me. Sometimes it feels like we would just take a break, Like.. let's just forget all about 'things must be done' and hold each others hands every night. With white sheets and an apartment just big enough for the both of us. I'll make breakfast for you even if your'e never hungry in the mornings, and the only thing you'll have is juice. I'll Just live in that other life i always see myself in.

fredag 31 augusti 2012

Iv'e painted my walls all white. And iv'e become really attached to a really sweet person. Just watching all the time pass and the new start getting closer. It feels in the moment like i'm living for love. i hate it. kind of.

((via;; bondi:aquabumps))

söndag 12 augusti 2012

In like seven or eight weeks..this is where I'm going.

fredag 3 augusti 2012

Throw off your shirt and let's get hot, hot, hot

I'm so happy. Right now, is a fucking great time.
I can't think of any time in my life that things been better... oh well if i don't count those times when i was a kid and didn't have real problems of course.
I haven't been really happy for like six years almost, some paths has been better then others but never as great as this.
Iv'e finished high school and that feels like the greatest blast of all times. I love love love it. I have now booked my trip for a month to Costa rica. I'm going to learn better spanish and learn to surf! I just need to book the planeticket now and i'm all good.
And it's also set that I am going to Sydney, Australia in January, and it's no longer something i'm just sayin'... it's decided. I have gotten in to The Hotel School Sydney, and it feels fucking amazing!
Im so damn happy about it. Five months and I will be living in Sydney.
And iv'e also gotten in touch with Per. My old friend, who now lives in Sydney too!!! How fuckin awesome is that. I'm so glad he's there. Iv'e been missing him a lot, gonna be real fun to meet him again. And to have such a good friend down there that I havn't seen since a year back.

It's gonna be a rad start of something new. I can't wait.

söndag 22 juli 2012

hide with me under the covers

It's so strange how time changes things. Both good and bad, and sometimes both. I just wanna throw off someones clothes. Just go to the ocean and to the roads. Tired of this boring always the same-livin' life.  It's wierd. I know exactly what I wanna do and whom I wanna spend time with but everything is difficult anyway somehow. What ever.
I had a great weekend. Or, no..but my friday was spontaneous and fun. Ended up at Open air, and I had stupid fun all night long. But the next day I was totally fucked. Woke up at Oliver's and yeah sure I was fine... for a while...and not even then I was actually fine but compared to later at lunch it was nothing. I stayed there for a while. And then tried to take the subway to the central, it didn't work. Had to walk the two last stations just so I wouldn't throw my inside out at everybody on the tube. Damn, I sure was fucked up. I threw up for like ten times that day. I stayed by the water in the sun almost the whole day, I really couldn't move. Vincent were kind enough to keep me company at least. But today i'm so much better. I went to the gym with Anna and ended up being there for more than an hour, just working out and swimming. So it's all good. Hope to see Gabriel tomorrow and hopefully it will be a sunny day.

((via; flickr.com)))

tisdag 17 juli 2012

måndag 9 juli 2012

My whole body feels like a firework inside when I think about the future. Today i was searching the web to find a better place to book surf/spanish lessons for four weeks in Costa rica, playa santa teresa. Cause the one I was going for at first was just for flamingo beach or San José  and I wanted to go to a real surf spot. I found "Perfect sunset school" and it seems like the best choice ever. I also chose to write out on my fb account that I was going and asked if somebody wanted to come with me. Two persons were interested, so much awesome at the same time. Unbelievably stoked about this. And it's a perfect way to learn some surfing before I move to Sydney.

Edit: I Changed the place to go to http://www.schooloftheworld.org/ Because they have got yoga too. And now it's booked boooked!

((Via; perfect sunset school))
Where you should be in my ears and fresh coffee on the table. Some nights are just more complicated than others.
Yesterday was fine, fine as like in downhill sun when all that was expected from the sky was grey clouds. cloudlight. The weather changed its mind and we had strawberrys and wine.
I'm still waiting for the phonecall and i can't think about anything else.

a downstairs window in my villa © Kristin glósóli

it was you

söndag 1 juli 2012

always away

Legs painted blue and dry. Morning sun for the first time by the water near the bar. All thoughts towards some specific things and my friends they laugh so hard that they gets aches in their stomachs. One long swimming stroke trough blue flow, and thousands of crystals above. I feel alive again. Some people keeps on disapointing but what does it matter when you've got others that care alot more. Coffee that keeps getting cold. Music in the sunlight room. I can't miss you like that anymore, the sun is too bright and the future holds too many special things. Even if there's raining patterns almost each and every day I keep remembering what's real.

((Via;; Flickr)))
Nu har jag postat min ansökan till Hotel School Sydney, Australia.
Jag hoppas något så innerligt att jag kommer in nu till våren för då packar jag mitt liv och åker ner till Sydney i Januari. Jag är så förväntansfull.
Innan det så ska jag resa också, till latinamerika, Costa Rica och Buenos Aires. Åtta veckor blir jag borta. Ensam. Tror jag kommer växa något enormt. Allt ska bli så underbart.

© Kristin glósóli
.Washed Out – Far Away Air France – Collapsing At Your Doorstep. .
,.CFCF – Half DreamingCinnamon Chasers – Luv Deluxe 
Boat Club – Warmer Climes Blackbird Blackbird – Dreams I Create.

tisdag 26 juni 2012

evil's in my pocket, and your strength is in my hand

En midsommarnattsdröm med galna skratt och vått gräs medan grillen är igång och ölen knäcks så dansar vissa i en hammock med kransar i håret. Det realistiska är plötsligt underbart. Även om det underbara försvinner på bara några timmar så är det härligt. Sprang fram till en gammal och underbar vän precis som i en film igen och åkte karusell. Gick på vandringsvägen i solnedgång. Igen. Känner röken i lungorna och kylan i kroppen. Ruset går igenom varenda hörn i kroppen. Skogsvandringar på tom luft och helt nya beslut. Ett uppvaknande från ett rus mitt i regnet under ett snett tak. För även under en kranglig buss så smög sig leendet fram för gamla minnens skull, och kanske just därför borde jag tänka på mina steg och inte falla dit igen. Det enda som fyller mina tankar förutom det är esl och en ny tid. The funeral och rödvin och en gravplats av kärlek.

© K.glósóli

last few days through insta

© K.glósóli

onsdag 20 juni 2012

söndag 10 juni 2012

lördag 9 juni 2012

welcome to my neck! love love love

grattis grattis grattis johnny D! puss PUSSPUSS
tror att jag går miste om att få lära känna en fantastisk person när jag tänker på det. du verkar så bra på alla sätt och vis.
Warm Rush

söndag 3 juni 2012

last few days pt.3

Mitt sidenlakan smider åt kring min kropp och jag känner plötsligt en doft av något och alla mina tankar fästs vid att bo utomlands och att livet snart tar sin egentliga början. Bara små flikar av vad som helst kan få mig att minnas hur det kommer att vara och se få korta sekunderna avnjuter jag med hela mitt hjärta. En sommarkurs i spanska och ett jobb är det enda som fattas. Alldeles för stora vinglas och en boksamling i en hylla gjort av mörkt trä och kanske kunde jag låtsas för en stund att allt är som jag känner mig, för jag känner mig så annorlunda än det realistiska faktiskt är. Jag lever för mig själv i framtidens drömvärld. Eller inte drömvärld, för inom en snar framtid kommer det vara verklighet. Åt minstonde om allt går som det ska. En vän som gillar sällskapsspel och att laga god mat till ett glas rött på helgen är allt.
Det enda jag saknar är kärleken och ett eget hemma.
Men med tiden kommer allt sägs det.

torsdag 17 maj 2012

Du vet såna tider när den minsta lilla förändring av sekunder kan får dig att må illa och orokänslan av att allt bara inte faller på plats kommer tillbaka. När varken cigaretter eller rödvin hjälper och när du bara hamnar mer snett ju längre tiden går och du sitter passivt stilla i den mjuka soffan. De kvällar när du saknar men inte riktigt vet vad du ska sakna eller tänka på och hela tiden känner en otrolig press från alla håll och kanter. När du inte kan förmå dig om att laga en måltid även om magen krampar av hunger. På tvn går inget bra program och natten faller fortare och fortare. Även morgondagen känns skrämmande och situationen inte går att lätta. Sånna kvällar när man inte finner någonting att hjälpa och ingen bra person att prata med och inte heller känner någons axel någonstans. Du vet vad du borde och du vet att det inte kommer ske. Det enda man kan göra är att låtsas som något annat. Även om dagen var fin så förändrades känslan i luften på bara några minuter.